A Dawn of Hope - UCLA Spring Choral Concert

UCLA Spring Choral Concert
A Dawn of Hope
Tuesday, June 4 2024 8pm
St. Paul The Apostle Catholic Community

Performers

James K. Bass

Director of Choral Studies See Bio

James K. Bass, three-time GRAMMY®-nominated singer and conductor, is Professor and Chair of the Department of Music, and Director of Choral Studies at The Herb Alpert School of Music at UCLA. He is the Associate Conductor and Director of Education for the Miami-based ensemble Seraphic Fire and is the Artistic Director of the Long Beach Camerata Singers.

 

Bass is an active soloist and ensemble artist. In 2017 he made his Cleveland Orchestra solo debut singing with Franz Welser-Möst and the orchestra in Miami and in Severance Hall, Cleveland. Other engagements as a soloist include the New World Symphony with Michael Tilson-Thomas, The Florida Orchestra, Grand Rapids Symphony, Back Bay Chorale and Orchestra, Firebird Chamber Orchestra, and The Sebastians. He has appeared with numerous professional vocal ensembles including Seraphic Fire, Conspirare, the Santa Fe Desert Chorale, Apollo Master Chorale, Vox Humanae, True Concord, and Spire. He was the featured baritone soloist on the GRAMMY-nominated recording Pablo Neruda: The Poet Sings with fellow singer Lauren Snouffer, conductor Craig Hella-Johnson, and the GRAMMY-winning ensemble Conpirare. He is one of 13 singers on the GRAMMY®-nominated disc A Seraphic Fire Christmas and appears on CD recordings on the Harmonia Mundi, Naxos, Albany, and Seraphic Fire Media labels.

 

Bass was selected by the master conductor of the Amsterdam Baroque Soloists, Ton Koopman, to be one of only 20 singers for a presentation of Cantatas by J. S. Bach in Carnegie Hall and was an auditioned member of Robert Shaw’s workshop choir at Carnegie. He has appeared as conductor with the Florida Orchestra during their annual education concerts.

 

During his tenure as Artistic Director for the Master Chorale of Tampa Bay, the official chorus of the Florida Orchestra, he was responsible for five recordings and multiple world premieres. In 2012 he served as chorusmaster and co-editor for the Naxos recording entitled Delius: Sea Drift and Appalachia featuring the Florida Orchestra and conducted by Stefan Sanderling. In 2014 he was the principal preparer for the recording Holiday Pops Live! conducted by the principal pops conductor Jeff Tyzik. During his tenure as a chorusmaster, he has prepared choirs for Sir Colin Davis, Sir David Willcocks, Jahja Ling, Michael Tilson-Thomas, Gerard Schwarz, Giancarlo Guerrero, Michael Francis, Marcelo Lehninger, Stefan Sanderling, Evan Rogister, Danail Rachlev, Joshua Weilerstein, Markus Huber, David Lockington, Xian Zhang, Patrick Quigley, and Neal Stulberg.

 

His professional career has coincided with the development of Seraphic Fire as one of the premier vocal ensembles in the United States. He has been actively involved as soloist, ensemble artist, editor, producer, and preparer for 14 of the ensemble’s recordings and routinely conducts the ensemble in Miami and on tour. During the summer of 2011, he co-founded the Professional Choral Institute. In its inaugural year of recording, Seraphic Fire and PCI received the GRAMMY® nomination for Best Choral Performance for their recording of Johannes Brahms’ Ein Deuthches Requiem. As the Director of Education for the ensemble, he has been involved with annual events that service more than 2000 students in the Miami-Dade county area each year. In 2017 Seraphic Fire and UCLA launched a new educational initiative entitled the Ensemble Artist Program that aims to identify and train the next generation of high-level ensemble singers.

 

Bass received his Doctor of Musical Arts degree from the University of Miami, where he was a doctoral fellow, and is a graduate of the Interlochen Arts Academy.

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Ryan Brown

Associate Conductor - Choral Studies See Bio

Dr. Ryan R. Brown has been praised for his evocative conducting, flexible vocalism, and charismatic leadership. Committed to broadening the choral audience through captivating programming and innovative performance practices, Brown cultivates passionate and expressive vocal artistry which empowers performers to connect with their humanity and inspire audiences.

 

Brown is a Lecturer of Music at the UCLA Herb Alpert School of Music. He also serves as the Artistic Director of the Laguna Beach Chamber Singers and a Teaching Artist for the Voces8 Foundation. In previous roles, Brown served as Assistant Professor of Music and Director of Choral Activities at Lone Star College – University Park, Choral Director at California School of The Arts – San Gabriel Valley, Artistic Director of the Arroyo Singers, Associate Conductor for the National Children’s Chorus, Artistic Director for Diamonds From the Dust, and Choral Director at Wachusett Regional High School.

 

In addition to his career as a conductor and educator, Brown enjoys a career as a lyric baritone and has performed as a soloist with several major orchestras including the Philadelphia Orchestra and the New Haven Symphony Orchestra. As an ensemble artist, he regularly engages with professional choral ensembles across the country. Ensembles include Houston Chamber Choir, Quartz Ensemble, Vox Ardens, LA Masterchorale, Red Shift, and Concora. As a passionate advocate and scholar of 21st-century oratorio and cantata, Brown recently performed in several newly written works including Daniel Kangg’s Two Streams, Sarah Kirkland Snider’s Mass For The Endangered, and the Grammy Award-winning recording of Richard Danielpour’s The Passion of Yeshua.

 

Brown holds a BM in Music Education from Westminster Choir College, and two graduate degrees in Choral Conducting (MM & DMA) from UCLA.

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James Lent

Collaborative Pianist See Bio

Pianist James Lent is Lecturer and Coordinator of Instrumental Collaborative Piano at UCLA in addition to serving as a coach and accompanist for vocal studies. James completed his DMA at the Yale School of Music under teachers Boris Berman, Claude Frank, and Peter Frankl. He made his Alabama Symphony debut to critical acclaim performing Rachmaninoff’s Concerto No. 2 on 24 hours’ notice to replace Andre Watts.

 

He has performed with the Vancouver Symphony, the Houston Symphony, the Shanghai Philharmonic, the Indianapolis Chamber Orchestra, the Utah Symphony and the Florida West Coast Symphony, among others, and as solo recitalist at Carnegie Hall’s Weill Recital Hall, the Schleswig-Holstein Festival in Germany, for the National Chopin Foundation in Miami, at Boston’s Isabella Stewart Gardner Museum, and at the Cleveland Museum of Art, where he premiered a new work written for him by American composer Frederic Rzewski.

 

Lent has performed with the renowned Paris-based Ensemble Intercontemporain under the direction of Pierre Boulez in a sold-out concert at Carnegie Hall, and his performances have been heard on National Public Radio.

 

His numerous awards include prizes in the New York Concert Artists Guild International Competition, the National Chopin Competition, the Washington International Piano Competition at the Kennedy Center, the Olga Koussevitsky Piano Competition in New York, and the Houston Symphony Ima Hogg National Young Artist Competition.He was a fellowship recipient at the Aspen Music Festival, the Norfolk Chamber Music Festival, the Sarasota Music Festival, and the Music Academy of the West in Santa Barbara, where he studied with Jerome Lowenthal.

 

Lent also teaches at AMDA (American Musical and Dramatic Academy) as collaborative pianist, vocal coach, and musical director. He has also served on the summer faculty at the Music Academy of the West in Santa Barbara and the Hawaii Performing Arts Festival.

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UCLA Chamber Singers

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Soprano
Madison Chamberlain
Lune Chan
Habin Kim
Krystal Mao
Milla Moretti
Josie Rose
Mia Ruhman
Lilia Salido-Rico
Hailey Samphone
Hannah Verduzco

 

Alto
Charis Chiu
Camryn Deisman
Sofia Dell’Agostino
Rachel Hahn
Celina Kintcher
Olivia Lewinski
Phaedra Panagiotidis
Olivia Salazar
Anneke Talke
Carmen Voskuhl
Sydney Wang
Priscilla Yang
Joung-A Monica Yum

 

Tenor
Cooper Burdick
Benicio Corona
del Flores
Kevin Corrigan
Andreas Delago
Joseph Marcinik
James Scott
Christopher Shayota
Sam Song

 

Baritone/Bass
Nick Boschert
Aiden Chan
Kevin Cornwell
Diego Dela Cruz
Yoni Fogelman
Naveed Perkins
Troy Robertson
Leland Smith
Michael Torres
Joshua Valdes
Kyle Xu

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UCLA Chorale

UCLA Chorale

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Soprano
Julia Alanis
Mitika Agarwal
Lindsay Bettencourt
Zhara Caple
Victoria Caudle
Rubi Choi
Yeonwco Chu
Eliy Corbett***
Catrina Currier
Juliette DeBaets
Lara Elhassan
Maria Garcia
Sasha Gomes
Sarah Harris***
London Hibbs
Sophie Ivancovich
Regina Kim
Mika King
Kate Kresser
Natalie Lam***
Emily Lee
Jessica Li
Yaochi Li
Annabelle Lo
Brittney Myint
Madeline Ogden
Madison Prince***
Hyoji Shin
Anqi Song
Nana Stadermann***
Tina Sun
Laur Trustee***
Carmela Vargas
Jenny Wang***
Jasmine Zhang
Siqi Zhang
Younan Zhao

 

Alto
Faith St. Amant
Madeline Arpaci- Dusseau
Audrey Bordallo
Stephiane Chen
Alyssa Cheung
Stephanie Choi
Shih Yan Chou
Rui Ann Huang
Jackson Flecther
Xiao Fu
Aneesa Holiday
Rin Homma
Jaeyeon Jung
Reina Kim
Amy Koo
Vy Le
Amber Lopez
Kaya Lu
Hilary Ly
Tatiana Maia
Eleanor Muhawi
Emma Muffett
Noor Nakhaei
Isabel Nargizian
Shelby Oktavec
Jeeyoung Park
Natalia Rael
Eliese Reeder
Olivia Roske
Julia Rubright
Claire Wang
Jocelyn Wang
Mingyoung Xia
Tiffany Xiao
Shannon Wang
Yilin Yuan
Joung-A Yum
Fan Ye
Stephanie Zager

 

Tenor
Eunsoo Ann
Seth Bobrowsky
Ben Doleac
Schuyler Henry
Anirudh Iyer
Yuda Jiang
Aaron Kunitz
Griffin Kunitz
Jaewon Lee
Austin Liu
Benjamin Moore
John Odeh
Ryan Schoenburg
James Scott
Kevin Tran
Mark Tu
Austin Wen
Max Wright

 

Baritone/Bass
Ahmed Ali
Nick Boschert
William Chang
William Chang
Robert Carmichael
Leonardo Clarke
Kevin Cornwell II
Evan Davis
J.P. Hicks
Sean Kawanami
Ryan Lee
Yuda Licup
Chang Yang Liu
Filippo Lujnan
Sam Mulick
Shay Park
Rakesh Peddibhotla
Jahan Raymond
Troy Robertson
Thomas Underwood
Kasper Yoder
Yixing Wang
Steve Wise
Mingwei Zhu

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Repertoire

UCLA CHAMBER SINGERS

Dr. James K. Bass, Director
Troy Robertson, Conductor
Dr. James Lent & Sydney Wang, Piano
Alejandro Barajas & Kevin Needham, Percussion

 

William Averitt (b. 1948)

Easter, 1906

I. Ozark Pastorale
II. The Attack

Joshua Valdes, Narrator

III. The Attack: Reach Down, Lord

Milla Moretti & Olivia Salazar, Soloists

IV. The Gathering Mob

James Scott, Narrator

V. The Handing of Horace Duncan and Fred Coker

Chris Shayota, Narrator

VI. All Ye Who Walk By

VII. The Departure

Anneke Talke, Narrator

VIII. The Trial of Will Allen

IX. Is There Any Sorry?

Rachel Hahn, Narrator

X. The Trial, Continued

XI. A Litany

Madison Chamberlain, Narrator
Sam Song, Governor and Pilate
Kevin Corrigan, Crowd Leader and Narrator
Joshua Valdes, Jesus
Kevin Cornwell II, Will Allen

XII. Easter, 1906

Benicio Corona de Flores, Narrator

XIII. The Hawk

Hannah Verduzco, Narrator

XIV. Memorial

XV. A Dawn of Hope

Joseph Marcinik, Narrator

 

UCLA CHORALE

Dr. Ryan R. Brown, Director
Dr. James Lent, Collaborative Pianist

 

Matthew Hazzard (b. 1989)

Finding Light

I. Prelude

II. Oregon

III. The end of the world is a kind of weather

IV. This Far In

Kevin Cornwell II, Conductor

V. If The River Is Proof

James Scott, Conductor
Madison Prince, Soloist

VI. Footsteps

Joung-A Monica Yum, Conductor

VII. The Search for Light

Joung-A Monica Yum, Conductor

VIII. The Light In You

Violin I
Ally Cho (Concertmaster), Erin Tsui, Isaac Visoutsy, Rebecca Beerstein

Violin II
Janice Hu, Johannes Eberhart, Sophia Shih, Kelly Tsai

Viola
James Renk, Layla Shapouri

Cello
Peter Walsh, Isabelle Fromme

Bass
Skyler Lee, Leon Simmans

Percussion
Alejandro Barajas, Kevin Needham

Piano
Dr. James Lent

 

UCLA CHAMBER SINGERS & UCLA CHORALE

 

Jake Runestad (B. 1986)

“Flower Into Kindness” from Into The Light

Dr. James Bass, Conductor

Donor Acknowledgement

This event is made possible by the David and Irmgard Dobrow Fund. Classical music was a passion of the Dobrows, who established a generous endowment at The UCLA Herb Alpert School of Music to make programs like this possible. We are proud to celebrate this program as part of the 2023 – 24 Dobrow Series.

 


Click here to donate to the Friends of Choral fund

Program Notes

Easter, 1906

Music by
William Averitt

Libretto By
Robert Bode

 

I. Ozark Pastorale

Through rough scrub and oak,
Past thimbleweed and columbine,
Across the chalky cliffs,
The buggy came.

 

The young couple
Rocked in easy motion
With the rhythm of horse hooves
And the gentle squeal of the buckboard bench.

 

Their buggy music jolned the music
Of the soft April breeze:
The trailing song of winter,
And the promise of summer to come.

 

 

II. The Attack

The actual events of that Good Friday may never be known.
20-year-old Mabel Edwards had recently moved to Springfield, hoping to find work as a hotel maid. On that Friday evening, she took a buggy ride with 22-year-old Charles Cooper, a man she had met since moving to town.
The paper the next morning reported that Charles and Mabel had been attacked by two black men wearing masks. Cooper claimed that the attackers had knocked him unconscious and robbed him, dragged Edwards to a nearby pasture, and raped her.
On Saturday morning, the police arrested two young black men, Horace Duncan and Fred Coker.
They were released after their white employer told police that they had been at work at the time of the attack.
After Duncan and Coker were released, Charles Cooper claimed that Coker had stolen his watch. Coker and Duncan were re-arrested and taken to the county jail.

 

 

III. The Attack: Reach Down, Lord

Reach down, Lord,
Reach your justice down.
When we walk in the shadow of death,
Reach your justice down.

 

If we stumble into the pit
And the dark is all we see.
Reach below and lift us up:
Reach your justice down.

 

Reach down, Lord.
Reach your justice down.
When we walk in the shadow of death,
Reach your justice down.

 

 

IV. The Gathering Mob

Now when morning was come,
all the chief priests
and the elders of the people took counsel
against Jesus to put him to death:
and they bound him and led him away,
and delivered him up to Pilate,
the governor.
A group of several hundred men and boys gathered at the jail by nightfall. Sherif Horner met them at the door and told them to go home. He threatened to fire into the crowd if they did not disperse. The mob responded with shouts and jeers and fired their guns into the air.
The mob stormed the jail with picks and sledgehammers and telephone poles. They broke through the jail door and into the cells.

 

 

V. The Hanging of Horace Duncan and Fred Coker

Duncan and Coker were bound and dragged to the foot of the Gottfried Tower in the center of the town square. Ropes were placed around their necks. One by one, they were hoisted up to the bandstand, twelve feet in the air.
Boxes and kindling were piled beneath the tower. The lifeless bodies were dowsed in coal oil, and all was lit afire.
Flames burned through the ropes and the bodies fell into the fire below. It was 11:40 in Holy Saturday night.

 

 

VI. All Ye Who Walk By

O, all ye who walk by on the road, attend and see:
If there be any sorrow like unto my sorrow.

 

 

VII. The Departure

Mabel Edwards admitted that night that Horace Duncan and Fred Coker had not been the men who attacked her. She and Charles Cooper left town and were not seen again.

VIII. Run on, run on!

Run on,
Run on!
Push the horses hard.

 

The night is dark
And the road is rocky and steep;
Push the horses hard.

 

Run from yourself
And your soul’s own light.
Run to your fate,
Down the dark and bitter road.

 

For the light you knew is dead.
The child your parents loved
And shielded from the evil dark
Is dead.

 

You have chosen the dark path
And the light cannot reach you.

 

Run on, Run on!
Push the horses hard.

 

 

IX. The Trial of Will Allen

The mob, howling “with exultant frenzy,” returned to the county jail, where they found another black prisoner, still locked in his cell. The prisoner’s name was Will Allen. He was accused of murdering a white man.
Will Allen was soon broken out and marched to the square. Eyewitnesses claimed that Allen was calm as he was walked through the crowd.

 

 

X. Is there any sorrow?

O, is there any sorrow like unto my sorrow?

 

 

XI. The Trial, continued

He was lifted halfway up the tower,
to the bandstand railing
directly above the smoldering
bodies of Coker and Duncan.

 

The firelight flickered across his face.

 

Now Jesus stood before the governor:
and the governor asked him, saying,
“Art thou the King of the Jews?”
And Jesus said unto him,
“Thou sayest.”

 

A leader climbed up besides him,
held a lantern to his face,
and addressed the crowd,
“Here is Will Allen, who killed old man Roark. What will you do with him?”
“Hang him!”
Asked if he had anything to say, Allen replied,
“Bus Cain is the murderer.
I am innocent.”

 

And when Jesus was accused
by the chief priests and elders,
he answered nothing.

 

“Hang him!”

 

Then said Pilate unto him,

 

“Hearest thou how many things they witness against thee?”

 

Asked again if he had
anything to say,
Allen repeated,

 

“I haven’t got
anything to say.”

 

And Jesus gave them no answer,
not even one word.

 

“He says he ain’t guilty.
What shall we do with him?”

 

Pilate saith unto them,

 

“Hang him!”

 

“What then shall I do unto Jesus,
who is called the Christ?”

 

“Let him be crucified!”

 

“Hang him!”

 

With arms stretched wide,
Will Allen jumped far out
from the bandstand.
His neck broke with a crack
that was heard out in the crowd.
His body snapped the rope
and he fell into the fire,
sending embers flying into the night air.
Is there any sorrow like unto my sorrow?

 

 

XII. A Litany

There were 80 lynchings in Missouri between 1889 and 1925.

 

Henry Thomas
Alfred Grizzard
Benjamin Smith
John Davis
George Burke
Joseph Gebhart
Thomas Smith
Olli Truxton
Robert Hepler
Lewis Gordon
John F. Bright
David Sims
John Hughes
Redmond Burke
John Buckner
Ulysses Hayden
Joseph Johnson
George Tracy
Emmett Divens
William Henderson
James Cocking
Cecil Wayland
M. Crawford
Thomas Larkin
Jessie Winner
James Nelson
John Mitchell
Jack Coffman
Erastus Brown
Silas P. Fargo
Curtis Young
Sam Young
Henry Williams
Benjamin Jones
Unknown Black Man
Frank Embree
Thomas Hayden
Unknown White Man
William Huff
Mundee Chowagee
Henry Darley
Nelson Simpson
Arthur McNeal
John Mack
William Godbey
Peter Hampton
Louis Wright
Oliver Wright
The Corber Brothers
Abraham Witherups
Joshua Anderson
Henry Gates
Andy Clark
Thomas Gilyard
D. Malone
W. J, Mooneyhon
Robert Pettigrew
Horace Duncan
Fred Coker
Will Allen
George Johnson
Unknown Black Man
Robert Coleman
Sam Field
A.B. Richardson
Benjamin Woods
Dallas Shields
W.F. Williams
Rudd Layne
Samuel Sykes
Fayette Chandler
Unknown White Man
Roy Hammons
James T. Scott
Roosevelt Grigsby
Walter Mitchell
Unknown Black Man
Unknown Black Man

 

 

XIII. Easter, 1906

On Sunday morning, the white townspeople of Springfield came to the square, dressed in their Easter finery. They came to look for souvenirs or to stare at the puffs of smoke still coming up from the smoldering bandstand. The train station that morning was crowded with black citizens of Springfield trying to leave town, while others left by wagon or on foot.
Over 90% of the black population of Springfield left in the days following the lynchings, never to return.

 

 

XIV. The Hawk

A golden hawk
Circled twice above the ravaged square
And, with a lonely cry,
Lifted up and to the west.

 

High above the hills it flew,
Along the Trail of Tears,
Over the Sac River,
And the Spring and the Neosho,
Toward the open prairie
And the broad Kansas plains.

 

Higher it flew,
Up and up,
Beyond the reach of human cries
And the stone-hard rhythms of hate,
To the soft breathing of the azure sky
And the clean, bright music of the stars.

 

 

XV. Memorial

In the summer of 2002, a simple bronze plaque was added to an existing stone marker at the center of the Springfield town square. It reads:
“On April 14, 1906, three black men, Horace B. Duncan, Fred Coker, and Will Allen were lynched without a trial.”
At the going down of the sun
And in the morning,
We will remember them.
(from “For The Fallen” by Laurence Binyon)

 

 

XVI. A Dawn of Hope

Out of the long night of despair, a soft dawn of hope.
Out of the choruses of war, a hymn of peace.
Out of the chronicles of hate, a prophesy of love.
Amen.

 


Finding Light

Music & Libretto by
Matthew Lyon Hazzard

Text by
Sophia Mautz
Jonathan Talberg
Emily Becker

 

 

I
Prelude

(to be read silently beforehand)

 

“Do not be daunted by the
enormity of the world’s grief.
Do justly, now.
Love mercy, now.
Walk humbly, now.
You are not obligated
to complete the work
but neither are you free
to abandon it.”

—Rabbi Rami M. Shapiro, in translation of Rabbi Tarfon, Pirkei Avot 2:11-20

 

 

II
Oregon

Jonathan Talberg & Sophia Mautz
Compiled & arranged by the composer.

The Beach strewn with sea glass,
reflecting a prism of blue and green,
purple, orange, violet brokenness, is a reminder that everything
man-made will eventually be ground into nothingness.

 

I want a touch that doesn’t make history.
Pleasure that doesn’t spell the end of the world.

 

Isn’t love a kind of action
even if powerless to stop things from happening
these footprints are happening.

 

 

III
The end of the world is a kind of weather

Sophia Mautz
Compiled & arranged by the composer.

At the top of the lighthouse,
my shoe blew off into the palm trees.

 

I couldn’t see where it landed among
the fronds & vines. I learned

 

to believe things were there even if
I couldn’t see them.

 

This was hard to reconcile with the sense
that things were disappearing.

 

Grouper, for example.
No one had eaten it in months.

 

We descended over the coral shelf,
bodies buoyant & gliding,

 

our minds atmospheres below us.
We hoped the cleaner shrimps would

 

mistake our thoughts for fish &
clean them.

 

We surveyed the dwindling life around us,
felt nothing,

 

crawled back onto land.
When we asked the people who had lived here a while

 

they just shrugged and said:
don’t worry, be happy.

 

The end of the world is a kind of weather.

 

In a foreign country, it began to snow.
The snow was black. It was the farmers burning sugarcane nearby.

 

They call it huasteca snow,
a kind of weather.

 

In certain worlds it’s like this all the time
where there’s no one left who can tell the difference

 

between living and dying, or
between ash and snow.

 

 

IV
This Far In

Sophia Mautz
Compiled & arranged by the composer.

while driving back from the airport

 

the sky was ungodly
pink & orange
emissions in the air
touched by first light

 

day turning everything
smoldering blue
I looked for any sign
of the human among

 

the power plants
& toll roads
one after the other
I caught glimpses of

 

christmas trees
sparkling in windows
someone calling in
on the radio

 

asking for help
the woman he kissed
on new years eve
hasn’t texted back

 

every person I see
is looking at their phone
I want to tear it all out

 

unpave the concrete

 

This far in,
are we finally numbed,
waiting out all our days,
driven to pleasure?

 

If there are people who want to sink an old war ship with an undetermined amount of asbestos

& the global trade of toxic substances terminates in the water
& there are waters owned by this or that country planning for future wars
& the sturgeon who outlived dinosaurs are disappearing
& ships kill over half their population while our taste for caviar grows
& Lebanon’s ancient cedars have nowhere higher up to go
& they killed a man who defended the South River forest to build a police training center—

 

If that, then what?

 

How do you keep on living?

What do you hope for?
Do you still hope?
Do you still have hope?
Is hope something you can have?
Can you have it like countries have oceans—have waters, have earth?

 

It’s all wrong.
The sounds in the air,
My desk which is a disfigured tree.
There is no perfection.
We are haunted.
The animals have disappeared.
What did we once have?
What did we once think life was?

 

If the mussels show me their way

hardening an iridescence
but no
I can’t be like them
I need a human to show me how to live
Who knows how to live?
Who knows how to live?
I am asking

 

This far in, Why hate this life or this world
Are we finally numbed. Why hate this life why why
Waiting out. This sunrise is beautiful
All our days. And this concrete leads us to it.

 

we are going
east on the turnpike
accelerating towards
a blazing sky

 

past factories
past smokestacks
why hate this life
or this world why

 

this sunrise is
beautiful &
this concrete
leads us to it

 

 

V
If The River Is Proof

Sophia Mautz
Compiled & arranged by the composer.

 

If the river is proof,
what is it doing to my sense of endings.

 

Growing up
listening to nightly reports.
The thousands of ways the world is dying.

 

I count the years I have left.
I count the arctic summer sea ice.
If I have children they will not see it.

 

Today my parents
sent me a selfie wearing masks.
They are inside their home because Oregon is burning.
The ash is coming through the chimney.

 

The river continues
& we believe in its continuation,
but the river’s future is the ocean.

 

Where do we understand what we have done?
Where do we imagine the future we want?

 

I am young but feel close to
death. It’s hard to
see. It’s
running
out.

 

The river’s ending is the ocean.

 

 

VI
Footsteps

Matthew Lyon Hazzard, Emily Becker, & Sophia Mautz
Compiled & arranged by the composer.

 

When I was a child,
I hid in the inky blackness of a wool blanket.
As my eyes adjusted,
I saw pinpricks of light through the threads.

 

Later, I saw
dark times, thoughts, futures.
I remembered the blanket and knew:
You don’t have to see the light to know it’s there.

 

At the mouth of the cave,
Don’t turn away.
Enter.
Step by step.

 

Isn’t love a kind of action?
Even if powerless to stop things from happening,
These footprints are happening.

 

 

VII
The Search for Light

Sophia Mautz & Matthew Lyon Hazzard
Compiled & arranged by the composer.

 

When I returned to the world of the living,
I saw people crowded in tapas bars
Leaning towards each other
Their cheekbones bathed in soft red light.

 

Suddenly here.
Why do I need the world to survive?
Every poem, a monument of hope?
Every song I’ve sung, spent second guessing?
What is it that can loosen the mind yoked to the boulder of conclusion?

 

We make a small fire in our effort to stay afloat.

 

I never understood why poems about war
ended by praising the blackberry,
always returning to beauty
as if these pathetic little grams could outweigh our history.

 

Here.
Between Roman columns that stood through history, art movements, wars, empires, looting, conquering, inventions, progress—
people kiss in the sunlight.

 

We make a small fire in our glistening effort to stay afloat.

 

 

VIII
The Light in You

Matthew Lyon Hazzard

 

We are strangers               walking the same path
We stand divided               with the same flesh
We’ve forgotten                 in our walled-off lives
that we are children          in the eyes of time.

 

I recognize the light that shines in you.

 

If you fear me                       or hate the ground I stand
this path we travel               will one day end
before the stars above        ever see our light
we’ll wink and flicker           in their distant sight.

 

I recognize the light that shines in you.

 

We are strangers               walking the same path
We stand divided               with the same flesh
We are different sides        of the same mind:
A soul’s expression            of humankind.

 


 

“Flower Into Kindness”
from
Into The Light

 

Music
Jake Runestad

Text by
Rabindranath Tagore, adapted by Runestad

 

The soul is made of love and must ever return to love.
There is nothing so wise,
nor so beautiful,
nor so strong as love.
(Mechthild von Magdeburg)
Above all, love.
(Peter the Apostle)
I shed my words on the earth
as the tree sheds its leaves.
Let my thoughts unspoken
flower into kindness.